tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19030109015337990022012-01-09T11:00:36.926-07:00One Man's Journey To A Purpose Filled LifeScotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.comBlogger851100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-46336963502727197202008-12-14T16:00:00.004-07:002008-12-14T16:17:40.800-07:00

Still having problems accepting that my life belongs to God. I battle each and every day with feelings of despair with my self and confusion towards God. I'm still in the "I" moment and know that it continues to drag me down emotionally and spiritually. I continue to put up great goals and hope but fail to turn these totally over to God. All of this only puts me in a depressed state.I've noticed

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com50tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-25162621379458919582008-09-15T00:00:00.004-06:002008-09-15T19:48:20.818-06:00

The battle of leaving my life in the hands of the Lord has been difficult. But the way I've headed it is time to get down to business. My health is doing good but I'm really missing something and I'm sure it is Him who has been knocking on my heart lately. Just coming back here to the blog and see what he had done for me before and listening to the songs has struck me. I'm going to try and wake

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-49446409613942258582008-04-13T11:20:00.002-06:002008-04-13T11:35:35.281-06:00

Not much to really write about today, I'm just grateful for another day and it brings a song to mind from Paul Cardall. The singer in this song is a friend from Salt Lake City a place I certainly miss at this time.

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-24969513692401147042008-04-11T10:04:00.002-06:002008-04-11T11:34:40.926-06:00

It has been sometime since a post and many pains in my life. I went from going down His path to questioning why I was even doing it.The past few months saw me fighting a disease called cancer. I had a brain tumor removed 3 months ago and went through the awful chemo treatments. Now my body is starting to recover and return to being somewhat normal. Throughout all of this it brought me to question

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-69493199446778238252007-11-24T20:41:00.000-07:002007-11-24T20:52:59.958-07:00

Still hangin in there and trying stay with it. Its been really tough trying to stay healthy physically and spiritually. I've been back on the hill for awhile and still trying to keep my health problems in control. The bills were only just mounting up and my mental state was taking a huge dip. I've still hung in there with Our Father but it has been tough to. There are days I just want to give it

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-4808425705758150082007-09-04T20:27:00.000-06:002007-09-04T20:34:41.151-06:00

During my many searches for new christian music to replace my old music I started to listen and respect Tree63 and on Sept 8th they will make an appearance here in Salt Lake. It has been a long time for a concert and I look forward to attending this one. I've even invited some of my old concert friends to attend this new way of music for me and hope it will elevate them into bringing God closer

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-35451140050612928892007-08-31T18:58:00.001-06:002007-08-31T19:15:12.047-06:00

Yea, the struggles continue and no one said it would be a bowl of cherries. The ups and downs of the depression can some time really take a toll on ones soul, heart, thinking, mental and physical capabilities. But yet I still haven't walked away from our Lord. Yea, I've had my doubts and feeling misled, but these were not from Him but only that ugly demon who continues to try us all at sometime

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-74372248148903343552007-08-01T14:54:00.000-06:002007-08-01T19:17:01.144-06:00

Well it has been a long, long time since my last post and a ton has happened. I've been still working doing research and listings for a freight salvage company on eBay. This has kept me very busy for the last few months. I've also been having quite a battle with the diabetes, going in and out of the hospital with seizures about once a week for the past 2 months. God still continues to be my main

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-8278479891474589212007-04-04T08:51:00.000-06:002007-04-04T22:05:59.359-06:00

Yea, been a few weeks here of just fighting it out. No, that evil person isn't winning, it is, and always will be, Jesus! This battle of depression has gotten me down for a few days, but will not overcome the power of our Lord.Back to James, this book is just awesome. The bible study I'm in wanted me to read straight through it, then go back for the studies. Well heck, I couldn't make it within 4

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-13665416807010077562007-03-20T02:33:00.000-06:002007-03-20T02:44:33.471-06:00

Yea, its been a while since my last post and it has been a tough one. I've really been battling depression the last few days and today was one of the few that I could actually crawl out of bed. The last few days I've just been sleeping. Last night I made it out for a bible study that I began on the book of James. This in itself was God's way of re-establishing himself into the light and it made

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-52319316690838778792007-02-26T01:22:00.000-07:002007-02-26T01:53:32.017-07:00

Well some good news earlier about our friend Micha. He has been extended his stay with us all, and a new liver is on its way for a transplant late last night. It really goes to show us all that through strong faith and prayer that miracles do happen.I got a few photos recently of the Valentines dinner that was served for the homeless women here in Salt Lake City. It sure was great to see the

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-32579148159718471392007-02-23T22:02:00.000-07:002007-02-23T23:38:57.640-07:00

Well yea, I'm running around and still confused. Not homeless anymore just a whole different life. Not use ta the people coming up and say "Hi". Oh well just Love It.I went to what they call the "Crash Course" (Crash=Rhinoceros) it's going to be fast and furious. The fire has just got a flicker of what will BE! Hey, He is Great and those of us who serve Him have only just begun. I can't imagine

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-78824610342621234622007-02-20T04:38:00.000-07:002007-02-20T05:38:37.802-07:00

It has been tough trying to log in to my blogger account for the last 2 days. I finally was able to get on by posting a comment to the blog. Go figure.The last 2 weeks I've been noticing a real move towards compassionate projects for the homeless within K2 The Church. Not that they were already working on bringing the work of God to them before, but just a more visable effort going on. On Sunday

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-56196866931466353402007-02-17T00:27:00.001-07:002007-02-17T00:49:00.869-07:00

On Thursday night I had the opportunity to share with the Salt Lake City Lions Club on how they were an integral part of my new life. Back in November I was a recipient of a new pair of glasses and a much clearer view of the world around me.It was an honor to share my story along with briefly mentioning how God has been the main factor in this new life, along with much brighter and clearer vision

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-68585421841346281792007-02-15T07:57:00.000-07:002007-02-15T10:37:38.002-07:00

Yesterday was a day of Love, Valentines Day, and we were able to share the love of Jesus with nearly 30 ladies from the shelter. Bonnie S. a member of K2 The Church came up with the plan of serving these ladies with a meal and love about a week ago. She had no idea where any of the items needed for this mission would materialize, and through prayer and faith a lovely evening was had.Many members

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-48403270180272917032007-02-13T09:04:00.000-07:002007-02-12T08:55:53.020-07:00

Well a today is the last day that I'll trudge up the hill being homeless. Thanks to the many people who prayed and carry out the work of our Lord I'm moving into a home today.HallelujahI took a few last photos as I walked away with my Detroit Tiger hat on! Yea it will be a real emotional day today. I've got many things to do, like go get a bed!I'll write more later tomorrow, just have ton to do

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-75327940394318195712007-02-12T08:29:00.000-07:002007-02-11T21:30:52.888-07:00

This past Friday the National Alliance to End Homelessness (NAEH)released some homeless counts that were from 2005. This is the first national count in more than a decade and yet it still lacks in an accurate count of those of us who live on the street.I had noticed that the count for here in Utah was at 2,104, which is far below the states average of over 3,800 homeless people.NAEH also stated

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-17508035657897056392007-02-11T20:59:00.000-07:002007-02-10T11:22:14.779-07:00

My hopes and dreams for a roof over my head have been a real roller coaster ride for the past couple of weeks. The struggle of trying to convince landlords that I'm worth the risk to rent to was a real challenge and one I pray that I'll never face again. Will the sub-title of this blog be changed forever in just a few days?I met with the a person today who attends the same church as I, and it

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-15592993825353089742007-02-10T11:07:00.000-07:002007-02-10T11:20:18.337-07:00

Well, no home yet. It seems that having no rental history for the last three years is slamming the doors on me, and the market here is very demanding.On Valentines Day I've been ask to help serve a dinner for the ladies who are staying a the shelter. It'll be great to share God on this night and I hope the women will enjoy the meal and love that will be shared with them. I'll also be speaking on

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-39407065924067008892007-02-07T17:37:00.000-07:002007-02-07T17:54:14.874-07:00

Just when I felt that the light was really going to shine today, it was covered with dark clouds and I still remain homeless.The apartment property manager I was to meet today at 11 a.m. never showed or answered his phone. He had stated that even with poor credit and no rental history all I needed to do was show him how serious I was. Well after 45 minutes of waiting and a dozen phone calls, I

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-76680775950584534482007-02-07T09:42:00.000-07:002007-02-07T10:05:36.199-07:00

Just got this off of YouTube.com. Pastor Andy just rocks at K2 The Church, and God delivers a great message through him each time he speaks.

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-48630193685209185992007-02-07T07:46:00.000-07:002007-02-07T08:20:33.106-07:00

Yea, it's been a real tough time trying to end the homelessness I've experienced. After umpteen applications, many bus rides, who knows how many blocks walking, being told, "Well, I chose another person today", "I won't rent to your kind", or "where have you been for the last 3 years?", I believe that today is the day. He has been letting me know that it will become true today!What? Moving off

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-90529858579704054032007-02-05T22:20:00.000-07:002007-02-05T23:01:33.661-07:00

What is sense to the homeless person? Is it just trying to survive? Or, is it just trying to be? Maybe it could be just trying to be accepted? Some never figure it out, many just never get it. I really hope and pray that many will. Some times I'm not sure if I do.Yea, it's another day of, well, can I say I really don't know, but I can't live on without the hope and love of Him.Sense is believing,

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-16727066139554318912007-02-05T01:17:00.000-07:002007-02-05T01:48:56.651-07:00

Yesterday was a super day, and I'm not talking about the Superbowl. I had a chance to discuss my housing with Pastor Andy and others at K2 The Church and fully have faith that God will present me with housing within just a couple of days. That wasn't the greatest thing that happened though.At K2 The Church we were going to have a Superbowl party and watch it on the big screen, but God had another

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-26747953534646156782007-01-30T08:01:00.000-07:002007-01-30T08:39:06.076-07:00

The smile is back on even though things haven't changed, except for my deepened love for Jesus. Yea, I thank Him for believing in me.Last Friday I had a real experience that I didn't share. I was walking to grab the train carrying my bible when 2 young men walked by and said something. On this day I was in a very frustrated mood and wasn't being to receptive of others, but I did turn and ask what

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-61905597800589258742007-01-29T08:08:00.000-07:002007-01-29T08:21:09.765-07:00

Well the weather hasn't improved, it's still hard to see anything here in the valley due to the inversion and pollution. It really reminds me of what is going on in my life, all of the fog making hard to see the clear path. But today I walk with Jesus and feel His presence even when things look like they're not improving. Even during this tough time I still can smile, but only when I put the word

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-15260409887689709002007-01-25T21:07:00.000-07:002007-01-25T21:58:44.711-07:00

Its been a tough week and everything doesn't seem to be getting any better. My basket of problems only seems to be getting bigger since trying to leave the streets. On Monday evening I had another seizure, putting me in the hospital for a one night stand. I then missed the appointment for a chance at an apartment the next morning and it was rented out. Topping out the basket is the cold and

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-59193856151999998592007-01-20T09:21:00.000-07:002007-01-20T09:56:28.526-07:00

It's another cold day here (7 degrees F), but I've continued to stay warm with the sleeping bag and comfortable knowing that our Lord is in my heart.I've been stating that I have felt like God has been testing me, but someone wrote to me yesterday stating that this may not be true, so last night while trying to view the stars through the polluted haze we have I reflected on what has been going on

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-62392262307038735132007-01-18T20:24:00.000-07:002007-01-18T21:51:26.104-07:00

I got to stay inside for the last couple of nights, but not due to my choice. On Tuesday I was feeling very disoriented while trudging down the hill. I believed I needed to eat so I stopped at the Heritage Center dorms for a bite at the cafeteria. I didn't make it up the stairs in fact I don't even remember going into the building. I understand after talking to some of the kids today that many

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-63713352748023026842007-01-14T15:26:00.000-07:002007-01-14T21:29:27.855-07:00

Miracles happened through Jesus on the Sabbath and continues to do so. Today at K2 The Church, while everyone was singing, a message was given to me from our Almighty Lord. You see, during the past week I have been somewhat trouble about what has be going on in my life and today He told me that I'm going through some pain of being torn down so I may be rebuilt for the purpose He has brought me

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-82912915311281628152007-01-12T19:27:00.000-07:002007-01-12T19:47:28.449-07:00

K2 The Church just posted their video from the Christmas eve services and I just had to share this with you all. You see, K2 The Church is growing fast in a place where another religion flourishes and for this to happen is such a miracle. Watching this message again after seeing the service 4 times during Christmas eve still touches me.The first part of all services has a drama, but normally not

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-17616133481744916272007-01-12T16:27:00.000-07:002007-01-12T18:27:14.607-07:00

Things are starting to level out now, with my housing starting to take place by the first of next week, my day planner back in my possession, and a new job to start possibly tomorrow. Whew, there for a while I was beginning to think that it wasn't going to level out and I was to just keep plummeting into depths unknown. Now its time for me to put more action into my vision of helping others

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-44767485413540411082007-01-11T21:44:00.000-07:002007-01-12T08:55:38.922-07:00

Well its been a real testing 2 weeks with not much to really get to excited about. Today in fact was a day of real questioning of where I'm going and why. On Tuesday I attended a prayer meeting at K2 The Church and after talking with others and asking for prayer for my housing many offered places for employment. Yea, I thought the stalemate was over and that my progression was going to start

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-38404222965739578252007-01-08T15:27:00.000-07:002007-01-08T16:18:54.470-07:00

I got back in town last night from my trip to Saint George, Utah and was really wore out. The business conference I attended was a real barn burner and has gotten my hopes up that a purpose in my life is now being developed. There was over 1500 people that attended and most were believers in Christ. The business deals with the largest online shopping site and how to become a part of it and most

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-42088735502596033242007-01-04T21:15:00.000-07:002007-01-04T21:23:41.934-07:00

Well I've been searching for an new place to rest my head and during this time I left my day planner with my savings, ID, social security card and photos on the train today. This has really bummed me out, but I pray that some honest person will turn it in.I'm going to St. George Utah tomorrow for the weekend for a business conference with Mary, a member of K2 The Church. This will be the first

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-87516526594963717702007-01-02T14:54:00.000-07:002007-01-03T06:48:58.162-07:00

Well here we are in another new year with new beginning. Many throughout the world made resolutions, promises, and set goals for new expectations. Most people feel that this is the only time that we all can start over fresh but in Lamentations 3:23 it states "Great is His faithfulness; His mercies begin afresh each morning." (NLT) So each morning I awake it is a new beginning. Through the blood

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-63412923736296509102006-12-29T14:42:00.001-07:002006-12-29T15:08:53.873-07:00

As the days are beginning to grow longer so has my patience with my new life. God has His subtle ways of testing me and the last few days has been just a small glimpse of His powers. My cell phone quit working, the camera quit working, finding an apartment without a great credit history has been tough, and once again depression is trying to work on me. Life is not a bowl of cherries today, but I

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-37479144365824137762006-12-26T09:07:00.000-07:002006-12-26T10:01:35.660-07:00

This past weekend was filled with love, joy, friendship, and miracles. My new found love for Jesus has given me a new birth in life filled with love and hope. On Sunday I volunteered to serve at K2 The Church where I was able to meet many of the brothers and sisters who attend there regularly. K2 offered 4 services throughout the day and I was privileged to serve at all 4 services, greeting those

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-4585491939779354652006-12-22T14:14:00.000-07:002006-12-22T15:13:58.818-07:00

I had my meeting with Andy and all went well, in fact I now have a new bible with a leather cover and zipper that I can carry in a pack without tearing it apart. Andy also gave me a new book to read, "Wild At Heart" by John Eldredge. It was great just to be able to talk with Andy truthfully about my life and where I'm at. He'll be praying during the coming week on who will be the best fit to

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-11988075931992892152006-12-22T07:08:00.000-07:002006-12-22T07:54:37.890-07:00

Another day of snow here in Salt Lake and a day of being ill and feeling really down in the dumps. The one thing that helped me to rise out of the sleeping bag was knowing that I have a meeting with Andy from K2 The Church.Last night I attended the candle light vigil for the National Homeless Persons Memorial, where 42 names were read of the homeless that died during 2006. During the vigil I got

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-62259245774590470772006-12-21T08:45:00.000-07:002006-12-21T11:38:43.612-07:00

I've come down with the gumbo once again but I've the Lord to comfort me. Throughout my life I was the walking lost but today I've seeked out the one who will continue to lead me into the light. Yep 40 plus years of not feeling like I belonged, but today I have purpose, love, and all of the treasures one could wish for. Today I'll give you a bit of my past.I was born in Indiana where at the age

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-62252728938760824872006-12-19T09:02:00.000-07:002006-12-19T09:04:04.707-07:00

I've been putting in long days at work, yesterday 11 hours, but God has given me this opportunity to make some money which will enable me to possibly put a roof over my head sometime next month. While at work yesterday I began to think that I may actually be more blessed by being homeless and without many worldly possessions than those who have homes, families and jobs with loads of

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-70237121513290990802006-12-18T08:03:00.000-07:002006-12-21T12:04:45.765-07:00

It was a warmed filled weekend, blessed with friendship, fellowship, and love. All of this, I believe, has been possible through my faith and love for Jesus.On Saturday I went and had breakfast at St. Vinny's has we call it and on the way I notice a group setting up tables and food at the park, just a block away. While I was at Vinny's, I mentioned this to several others and some went over

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-4604147498918151982006-12-16T09:22:00.000-07:002006-12-16T10:08:29.245-07:00

Welcome to Utah and just hang around because the weather will change in just a few minutes.Yep, its a proven fact. Yesterday saw temps reaching close to 60 degrees during the day, but by 5pm all had changed and temps dropped with snow falling. I noticed today a weather alert had been issued for a heavy snow warning from today until the morning tomorrow. This morning was the coldest I've been

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-46752520000790000612006-12-14T19:00:00.000-07:002006-12-14T19:54:16.139-07:00

I'm sure everyone is familiar with a Bob Marley tune called Three Little Birds and the words to this described my day perfectly.Every step I took today was for a good reason and just when I would think what could happen next, God would provide me with what I needed.Tonight I went to another food pantry, who's hours are from 5pm-7pm on Thursday nights. Man, that is great for those who may be

Scotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00568022207294328952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1903010901533799002.post-88889729075824932052006-12-14T13:06:00.000-07:002006-12-14T13:57:06.706-07:00

I guess I'm not the only one in Salt Lake that has been ill. I walked down the steep incline to a church which has a food pantry. It was only about 7 blocks down, but here in Salt Lake 7 blocks is about a mile. They say everything in Texas is Big, well here in Salt Lake a city block is a mountain in itself. I can normally trot right along but today even the walk downhill was a struggle after

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I just purchased a used digital camera last night from Steve, who camped out near me, until today. I met up with him last night while walking to camp when he was carrying all of his worldly possessions in a huge suitcase rigged as a backpack. We set down on theOlympic Legacy Bridge near the UofU to have a talk. I ask him where he was off to and he stated he was going to try and buy a bus ticket

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Ah yes, its that time of the year when everyone is watching all of the bowl games on whatever channel they can get it on. They're all saying this team or that coach is the greatest in the country, but if you really stop to think there is only one great coach, and He has the greatest team in the world. Yep, most of you guessed it, GOD is the greatest coach and his team is all of those who believe

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The past couple of days has left me with no work, I shoveled myself right out of a job. I'm looking at trying to get a job in the customer service area and have started my search today. I've earned enough to survive for a week or two of waiting for a check from a new job. The weather has been good to me and looks to not be to bad for the next couple of weeks. Man, God sure has looked out for me

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Its late and I'll need to get some rest for work tomorrow so will just post a shorty.Today was Day 14 in The Purpose Driven Life, the topic was,"When God Seems Distant". I actually knew there will come a time that God will test my faith by leaving me to decipher my true feelings of God. Right now I'm just going to enjoy being the infant and having God answer many of my prayers, for I know this

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Today I went to K2 The Church for the late service (easiest to attend), when walking through the parking lot I noticed a person walking towards me. At first I thought I recognized this person, but he was still in St. George, Utah, or at least that was the last place I had heard from him. Well as a miracle was in the making and another was continuing, it was Joe. The last I had seen him we were

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I guess I've been in the dark ages about retailers who have eliminated Christmas from their marketing materials. Two days ago I noticed a blog stating that some retailers are avoiding the use of the word Christmas and use Happy Holiday this year, as a suggestion by the ACLU. The thought of this just got me jumping mad. I became upset that retailers were eliminating Christmas, when actually they

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Well, I made it through the day with God lifting me up every time I was in need and that wasn't many. I nearly accomplished everything I set out to do today along with something I didn't plan on accomplishing, that is loosing my flash drive. Yep, I left it earlier today in the USB plug here at the University of Utah library and unfortunately no one has turned it in. I had my name taped to the

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Waking up with a dusting of light powdery snow on the sleeping bag and tarp and the awe inspiring alpenglow gave me the hint that God was smiling down upon me. The cold (10 degrees) squeaky walk from camp helped me to focus on what a awesome world God created for us to enjoy.I just wanted to thank everyone who has been praying for my welfare and continued walk with Jesus. Through these prayers

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Yea, I missed a couple of days, but it was because of the recent blessing of some work. I did miss one day of reading in The Purpose Driven Life, but I have yet to be punished for it. Man, God is the greatest friend anyone can have.Real brief, I'm working a temporary construction job in Park City, Utah, one of the premier ski resort towns in the world. It consists of having to leave Salt Lake at

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After a night of no sleep due to the weather conditions (snow and wind), I attempted to get out for work through the day labor agency, but with no success. With a day that was to be filled with snow again, many construction sites closed or cut back their workforce for the day. This was day 2 without work, but all was not lost. I talked with the main job dispatcher and she stated that it was good

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After my day of panhandling with a sign, I have been working on an idea to give back to the homeless community and share my new found path with Jesus. As we all know sign holding is normally associated with panhandling, so, why not instill an atmosphere of dignity by owning your own business while showing them a new path and purpose in life through Jesus.Sandwich board and hand held signs are an

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With the upcoming storm here in Salt Lake City, I was in need of some winter gear so that I would be able to work outside and to be somewhat comfortable staying outside. After the 12:30 message at K2 The Church, I went to the shopping plaza near Sugar House Park, where I put together a sign and stood near an entrance to the parking lot. On the sign it stated:HomelessAny

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Wow, what a success story, here is a lady who once was homeless with her daugher, who designed a jewelry pin that became an icon for raising money for the homeless. The homeless millionare story may raise the hope for some but without God, blessings like these are meaningless.

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Many may ask, "How can your life have meaning if you're homeless"? In my case it's possible. Throughout my life I've wander about with no purpose no direction, trying to be accepted through self glorified achievements. Today on this refreshing new journey with God in my sight, I see a whole new meaning to my life and life in general. I've taken the view that, as stated in Rick Warren's, "The

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Yea, its neat to have my glasses, I've hiked around just enjoying views of God's creations. My reading in The Purpose Driven life has take me to Day 6. The last 3 chapters has been about:Day 4: "Made to Last Forever" This is a point in my life that I never really looked at. I was always just living today as it may be my last and I had to make everyone like me and my accomplishments. Well, this

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Today I received my new glasses thanks to the Salt Lake City Lions Club and the Luxottica Group Foundation program "Give the Gift of Sight". This new sight brings a brighter, clearer and smiling vision to my life. "Give the Gift of Sight" is not only instrumental in bringing vision to the needy in the US, but their larger mission is providing vision for third world countries. I suggest if you

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I won't be able to share Day 4 or The Purpose Driven Life today but will do so on Friday along with Day 5 & 6. I'm off for a vision exam and then to a Thanksgiving meal. Tomorrow I'll attend a meal served at the Hard Rock Cafe here in Salt Lake City. Yea, I'm going to be able to see all of those guitars. I thank those who are serving the needy during this holiday time and pray that many will come

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I received great news today that I'll be receiving new eyeglasses from the Salt Lake City Lions Club. I've set up an appointment for an exam later today and God willing I may have my vision back. It will be so great to be able to focus on my surroundings and enjoy one of God's greatest creation, the world which we live in.Day four of The Purpose Driven Life is "Made to Last Forever" and I'm just

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The 3 day in The Purpose Driven Life is asking me what my life is currently driven by. When I stop and view where I'm at and how I got here, I think "Man, you've been wandering around just trying to please and impress everyone around you". My life has always been about gaining approval from everyone, even those who I didn't know. As it says in Matthew 6:24 - "No one can serve two masters". Who am

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Today is one of my down and depressed days, feeling lonely and unloved. The one who is showing me love and guiding me through this day, God, is giving me the strength to pick up my head and continue on this journey. I really don't know where this path is leading me, but as long as I have the Lord, I will not get lost.Today will be Day 3 in The Purpose Driven Life and I hope to post about it later

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The second day in The Purpose Driven Life, You Are Not An Accident, is an eyeopener for me. Many times throughout the years I had contemplated that I was never met to be here. After my mother had left me and took my brother with her when I was 4, and when asking questions why, I received the shrug. Struggling with addictions, depression and emotional confusion, I had believed I actually was not

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Man, I almost forgot. Another great story in the USA Today was concerning the Salvation Army's chief on a mission and who guides him on his leadership. It was a unique article in the Executive Suite USA Today Money section. If only many executives would take heed to the words of wisdom spoken by Israel Gaither about how to avoid scandals. Does Enron come to mind?Gaither begins each day with a

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Each night I walk to my camp above the Salt Lake valley, this walk would normally take 15-20 minutes, but for me 45-60 minutes. Why? This is my time to pray for the many who are need of prayer, the homeless, the sick, our troops throughout the world, and the people who I cross paths with during the day. I turn many times to view the lights down below (they all blend together without glasses) and

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My hat goes off to the Salt Lake City Real soccer team , who is participating in several goodwill programs aimed at the homeless and needy.I'm not a big soccer fan, but hey its great to see them become involved in the community by supporting those who are truly in need. I just wished that all of the help and attention that the homeless receive during the holidays wouldn't just disappear after

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Well I accomplished getting my DSL Rates site up tonight but it's still has a ways to go. I had the html work done for the past couple of weeks, now I need to bring it up to date with a new plug in for the quotes, which will keep the vistors at my site versus going to my affiliate site. Oh well, it's just something to kick around and play with until I can afford to get serious with it.Okay, I'm

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Well today I attended K2 The Church 12:30 service with the main intention to speak with Andy Marshall, the director of spiritual growth. Today's message "Sweep It Under The Rug" was the 3rd in the 4 part series "Wrecking Your Relationships In 4 Easy Steps". I had already listened to the first part yesterday, and I'll be listening to the 2nd part tonight, however I wasn't prepared for what Andy

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Yep, the file hosting site I was using for my music files cut me off. I used to much bandwidth, now they want the green backs. Oh well, just went to another until I can get my own hosting. I've had to change all of the links here for music, so if there is a problem downloading a MP3 please let me know. In the mean time I look at todays accomplishments and find it was pretty much a loss, except

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I found a book that friends had given to me last year, A Purpose Driven Life, written by Rick Warren. I have never put forth the effort to actually read and utilize this book in the past, but as of today and with God's help, I will commit the next 40 days of my life to discovering God's purpose for my life. Each day I will share this journey here.Today's the start and the first sentence is

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Tonight I read blogs and news articles about homelessness and found the thoughts of many throughout our world and nation are of corrupt and greed. Take the money that will be made on the PS3s, I'm sure these profiteers won't be handing out checks to homeless organizations. Those in Dallas who believe the CityWalk@Akard program will bring down the value of their properties and lifestyle. Are there

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What does the new upcoming release of PlayStation 3 (PS3) and the homeless have in common? What else $$$$$$money. Homeless people in North Carolina are being hired at $100 per day to stand in line for a new PS3.

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Another great sleep after staying up late. I received an reply from the outdoor gear company I had emailed yesterday about used gear. They don't donate on individual cases but do work with local organization, which is cool. Keep up the great work Black Diamond.To snog dot, Thanks for the comment an email is on its way.I'm working on a couple of resumes today along with an email to a local company

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No misspelling here, it appears like this on the book and the movie. The Pursuit of Happyness is a story about Chris Gardner who went from rags to riches. Yea here is a guy who was living in shelters and homeless who achieved the dreams that many Americans have. The movie stars Will Smith set to be released on 12/15 looks to be a top box office hit during the holidays. (The Pursuit of Happyness

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Ahhhh, what a refreshing day! A day of accomplishments and some peace of mind. A new social security card on the way, a recommendation for new eyeglasses from the local Lions Club, a job interview tomorrow, and a relaxed mind. Yes. Yes! YESSS!! All of this is happening because I've put it in His hands not mine."The Lord Thunders" is what Steele Croswhite sings in his song Thunders. I'm not sure

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The freshness of being clean, YES! Now to work on cleaning up the rest of this worn and torn soul. I had one of the best nights of rest last night even with the ice on my sleeping bag, sure hope it drys out today. I'm working on trying to get a pair of glasses so I may see my surroundings without the blur. I was recommended to the Lions Club and will be contacting them today concerning a new pair

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Today was a real test from God. He tested my patience and my will to stand tall and work for what He intends me to have.I accomplished more today than in the past few months. After leaving my safe spot at the university library, I was able to retrieve my mail which included my new state ID card (the other was lost) and a small check from a Internet phone service sale that was made back in August

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When moving off the streets many people are faced with living in what is called crack motels. These weekly rentals are sometimes the way to getting off the street, and it may be an option for me when I get enough money (Forgetaboutit!). I found an interesting video today that has nothing to do with what is going on in my life recovery but alot to do with what I hear each day in my head. It's

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Wow what a cold night last night. The temps dropped into the low 20's and I spent the night without a sleeping bag. I was only out in it for about 4 hours but it was a real BRRRRR!I haven't received a response from either of the Seattle programs I contacted, but that may take some time. I did receive an email from a old AA buddy who was concerned about my well being. Is that a work of God?I will

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I've already made a couple of attempts to gain access to rehabilitation programs in Seattle by emailing the City Team Ministries and The Compass Center . Both of these organization have christian based programs which I found through a Seattle.gov search. I'm not sure what kind of response I'll receive since I'm not living on the streets in Seattle, but I believe this may be a step int the right

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Not sure where I'm headed with this yet but hope it’s in the direction of turning my life over to a new start.After 30 plus years of alcohol abuse and living on the edge of totally losing meaning of life, I'm going to try and change it. Shit, it’s been only an uphill battle and now I'm not sure where it's headed.I'm living outside on the hillside, homeless, above Salt Lake City. Today I found

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